I feel sick this morning but last night was fun! I take too many pictures.
She didn’t. I wish I could say sorry to her. I wish I could say sorry to everyone I disappointed.
I’ll never forget it is all. Pain has a way of cycling through generations without ending. No love. No forgiveness. No wisedom. I want to love her. I want to forgive it all.
I don’t like thinking like that. Its an excuse for the hurt to keep cycling on. I want to end it. This world needs more forgiveness and love. I want to love everyone.
I hurt the girl. I was the other woman. I hurt someone. I hate hurting someone. I made her cry. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry I didn’t know. I’m sorry I was so blind in trusting someone I loved. You have to learn to be more careful.
Yes. Without knowing it. And it hurt and it sucked and I can’t stop feeling so sorry about it
Because I’m a human being and people don’t mix well with me. But that’s okay. I have some close friends and I like myself and that’s enough.
I’m five foot three and I currently weigh 110. There’s nothing to be jealous over. I love your body. You should love your body. I love that you’re alive and well. I love you. Every cell in your body. Its working towards a better you. Stay healthy, happy, and loved.
I blogged about love and boys who would never love me lol I’m so lame and they’re long gone now. What felt so important back then mean nothing now.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OH LORD I LAUGHED SO HARD
that’s my really good friend, Ryan (: I’m staying at his house for the week. We bros.
What I’ve been up to the last week. Personal stuff mostly. I’ll post real stuff once I get back to my laptop.
Nothing I would admit online HOLLLAAAAAAAAAA
I’ll do that when I get back since I didn’t bring my camera! And I love Alice. She’s a sister. You never get tired. (: I appreciate her so much. I love her. I miss her.
Not too crazy. Sometimes the room starts spinning (like now) and I’m in my own little world. My own messed up world. With my own messed thoughts and it all works. And I can’t stop talking. I love talking. Words just flow.
I did. My ex hated when I hung out with guy friends. I listened and regretted it because it was a toxic relationship. I broke up with them and now I’m with the best guy ever and I love him and he trusts me. It’s great.